Happy moments fade when life becomes so vividly insecure to live in...
Whenever I feel so alone, I hug myself so tight that I can feel myself succumbing to unreasonable reasons and incomparable emotions well beyond expectations.
I might sound jibberish and obscure but my heart tells me I need to be: To drown myself in thoughts of life and love without laughter and peace. To pre-occupy my life with unworthy causes filled with impeccable detail and analysis.
I gain prestige protecting my heart from people who unknowingly hurl negative emotions that's not worthy of my attention and love.
That's a skill I developed within myself so that I can still live, sanely.
Now, I dream on... EMO at it's best.