Friday, July 16, 2010
Sige po. Ituloy lang natin yang bisyo na yan...
Kay sarap pala talaga pag ang buhay ay kasing payapa lang ng tugtuging umaalingawngaw sa mga pandinig natin sa pamamagitan ng earphone na nakasukbit sa ating balikat habang nakakabit sa cellphone, ipod, o PSP natin.
Kay sarap lang talikdan ang gulong pumapaimbulog sa mundong ginagalawan natin: Walang stress, walang hirap, walang gulo at higit sa lahat, pawang wala namang problema pala.
Ang yaman mo kid! Isipin mo, may sarili kang mundo?!
Why would I not choose running away from my life through this music infested mobile phone when, the truth is, it lessens my chances of acquiring stress related sickness that can kill me? I have no doubt that this habit of listening to anything musical would definitely make me forget how stupid I am of accepting to be slave to the world I am living in: family problems, love-related pains, work induced stress, etc.
Ako ay masaya. Dahil kahit mabingi man ako sa lakas ng dagundong ng baho sa musikang pinangtapal ko sa butas ng tenga ko, kampante pa din and puso ko na ito lang ang maaaring makasakit sa sandaling 'to. Sana nga lang di mag-lowbatt ang pinanggagalingan ng tugtugin - o kaya'y maubos ang collection ng musika ko.
Pag nagkaganun, sasakit na naman ulo ko. Pano kasi, kelangan ko na naman bumalik sa realidad.
Friday, June 11, 2010
I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed
Monday, April 5, 2010
Whenever I feel so alone, I hug myself so tight that I can feel myself succumbing to unreasonable reasons and incomparable emotions well beyond expectations.
I might sound jibberish and obscure but my heart tells me I need to be: To drown myself in thoughts of life and love without laughter and peace. To pre-occupy my life with unworthy causes filled with impeccable detail and analysis.
I gain prestige protecting my heart from people who unknowingly hurl negative emotions that's not worthy of my attention and love.
That's a skill I developed within myself so that I can still live, sanely.
Now, I dream on... EMO at it's best.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
I remembered trying to survive three days with an empty wallet, a broken family, and a closed bank account. My food comes from friends' shares and my car always runs in a near empty gas. What else you got?!?!
I yearn for those days when life was simple and fun. Well, those were like my teen years...
Now, I don't know where to seek shelter from these massive "bad luck" attack!
Can't see any reason to live this life but I have to. For my sake and the people who depend on me.
But, how can I?
Sunday, August 9, 2009
My car's broke and I need to go somewhere far. Good thing there's a bus I could rely on.
Too early to get up... But I have to. Ho-hum...
The bus is too damn cold!!! My jacket's not enough to warm my heart. After all, it's as broken as my car. Dunno how it manages to still start up.
At last, half way through the ride, some angel sat beside me. Hot angel, I should say. Well, her heat was insufficient because after an hour's ride, she squirmed. I guess the bus' freezing climate has the power to extinguish the fire of an angel.
Well, my parents brought me up with chivalry in mind. I was born on a Sunday and thought to be a savior someday. I just dunno know to whom I may be of service. So I always try my best to help others. Just like now.
And for an angel like the one beside me, I can't do anything but to follow my destiny. (naks!)
And that's what I did. I offered my ever reliable jacket without thinking that I can possibly freeze to death before I could arrive at my destination.
Well, it was worth it.
Up until now, I know her. Er, not as close as before, 4 years ago but still, I get updates (thank you facebook!)
She'll be marrying someone I don't know. Details? I don't know that too. But it was at this moment that I felt an angel will be returning back to heaven with someone dear to her.
I will miss her but the happiness I'm feeling right now for what she will be is greater than the feeling of loosing.
My heart's pounding to life as it should be. As it has been.
Blood gushing. Brain frozen.
But life's gotta move on. So should we.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
These are words that I would rather write. It's better than "welcome" or "congratulations".
Last time I enjoyed the net was because of websites that unite people with long lost friends. Now I enter into something that I can share more of myself and my thoughts about life. And it's EMO.
I think finding time to write down thoughts wouldn't be difficult especially if the topic is being EMO.
I am happy.
Now playing: Casely - Me & U (remix)